title:
date: Monday, June 30, 2008
okaay. nice day today. well. almost.
until. at the end of the day. i saw him. yea. HIM. :( the usual. but now. it's kinda like a suspense movie. kasi. my heart was beating abnormally. it was like. i just finished a 50M sprint 10x.
reason?
one day. i was struck by lightening. [not really. fos only] it came to hit me. that. WOAH. we're like strangers in real life. but SPECIAL <3 friends at ym.
TAKTE.
ayaw ko nito. i look like a freaking SHUNGA. kasiii. it's pretty obvious that i'm becoming the underdog here.
ako na yung gagamiting panakip butas, ako na yung paasahin. ako pa rin yung masasaktan.
is love somehow proportional to martyrdom.? kasi. it's not fair. especially to me. i'm the WOMAN here. i should be treated with respect. handled with care. especially that my EMOTIONS are sooo fragile. [i tend to cry a lot & yes. i sometime have nervous breakdowns].
sige. sabihin na nating. MAHAL KUNG MAHAL. totoo naman e. e kung magiging one sided lang to. parang buhok ng isang emo. i better let go? walang patutunguhan e.
title: the the
date: Saturday, June 28, 2008
so i was recalling things that happened in my past. and the farthest [oldest] i can reach is when i first started to read. i was about 4 years old. and i was holding this green grade 1 book. i flipped the pages. and there i saw 3 monkeys. papa monkey.mama monkey. and baby monkey. then under the picture. was a story. i can't remember how. but i do know that i already know how to read by then.maybe slowly [by syllables].
i was reading it out loud and i kept on repeating the story. i was soo proud of my self. it's like my first big achievement as a person. but there was this word. that were stated numerous times. and yes. i can't read it. what word? the article "the". i asked my mom on how to read it. and she never told me how. i remember her saying. "kaya mo yan. ulit ulitin mo lang". i guess this was her way for me build my self-learning skills. she was just there to say "no" if i got it wrong.
"de?"
"tha-e?"
"te?"
NAME IT. everything. but "the". sheesh. eventually. i gave up.. CRAP MEN. i can read "mon-keys" but i can't read "the".
next day. [i guess] my kinder teacher asked us if anyone could read. being proud of my newly acquired skill. i raised my hand. i could blurly remember me, standing in the middle of the class. holding out this book with HUGE letters. then there. i saw my nightmare. "the"
before i could even try to read the word. i stopped. looked blankly at the book. and wished that the book could read "THE' by itself. noticing that such wish couldn't be granted. DUH-UH
i asked my teacher on how to read it. then there. she told me. "the" [th-a]. i was like. OOOHHHH. xDD ahaha.
nice experience right? school might be boring. but at least it teaches us SOMEthing. :)
title:
date: Monday, June 23, 2008
GRABBED FROM CAITLIN. (:
1. What if naging kayo ng bestfriend mo
in the future?
♥ *thinks loudly* i dunno
2. What if nanalo ka ng lotto sa
States?
♥ convert agad to peso. wuhuu.
3. What if kinasal kayo ng highschool
love mo in the future?
♥ aww. SWEET.
4. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend
cheated on you?
♥ bulid a bridge and get over it. xD
5. What if nawala lahat ng talents mo
bigla?
♥ ohnooo. parang meron e no?! ahaha.
6. What if nagbeach kayo ng family mo
tapos nawalan kayo ng transpo pauwi?
♥ yay. extend.
7. What if your bestfriend and your
girlfriend/boyfriend had something
going on pala?
♥ OMGsh. x[
8. What if may fairy pala sa totoo
tapos nagpakita
sayo?
♥ nice. befriend him/her.
9. What if nawalan na ng bigas sa buong
mundo?
♥ ulam to the max. xD
10. What if nagka-snow bigla sa
Pilipinas?
♥ aw. wawa si mom. x[
11. What if pumatol nanay mo sa teacher
mo?
♥ eeww.
12. What if tumawag 'x mo sayo minura
ka?
♥ wth?
13. What if nangyari sa inyo yung sa
freaky friday?
♥ yehey.. walang pasok. xD
14. What if nagkasummer job ka? Ano
gusto mo?
♥ barista.
15. What if naging kayo ng stuffed toy?
♥ wa.. e puro stuffed ANIMALS to e. WEIRD.
16. What if your grades dropped down?
♥ ohcrapp. say goodbye to everything.
17. What if your car got stolen tapos
si PGMA pala nagnakaw?
♥ ahaha. ISSUE TO.
18. What if humanap ng iba yung
crush/mahal mo?
♥ been there. done that.
19. What if magdate kayo bukas ng
crush/mahal mo, saan?
♥ anywhere would do. ;;)
20. What if nagpahula ka tapos sabi ng
manghuhula magiging successful ka daw
kung may papatayin ka?
♥ i'll kill myself. LEWL.
21. What if you hugged your enemy tapos
nastuck kayo, magkadikit for a week?
♥ hmm. waaa.. x[
22. What if you were to pick either
Close friend or Soulmate with a
sickness na makakasama sa habang buhay?
♥ soulmate? ahewan.
23. What if lumubog ang Pilipinas?
♥ ayyy. :(
24. What if you still live with your
parents 'til you're forty?
♥ ahaha. life rules.
25. What if may stranger na nagsabi
sayong "hey sexy."?
♥ i'll get freaked out.
in the future?
♥ *thinks loudly* i dunno
2. What if nanalo ka ng lotto sa
States?
♥ convert agad to peso. wuhuu.
3. What if kinasal kayo ng highschool
love mo in the future?
♥ aww. SWEET.
4. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend
cheated on you?
♥ bulid a bridge and get over it. xD
5. What if nawala lahat ng talents mo
bigla?
♥ ohnooo. parang meron e no?! ahaha.
6. What if nagbeach kayo ng family mo
tapos nawalan kayo ng transpo pauwi?
♥ yay. extend.
7. What if your bestfriend and your
girlfriend/boyfriend had something
going on pala?
♥ OMGsh. x[
8. What if may fairy pala sa totoo
tapos nagpakita
sayo?
♥ nice. befriend him/her.
9. What if nawalan na ng bigas sa buong
mundo?
♥ ulam to the max. xD
10. What if nagka-snow bigla sa
Pilipinas?
♥ aw. wawa si mom. x[
11. What if pumatol nanay mo sa teacher
mo?
♥ eeww.
12. What if tumawag 'x mo sayo minura
ka?
♥ wth?
13. What if nangyari sa inyo yung sa
freaky friday?
♥ yehey.. walang pasok. xD
14. What if nagkasummer job ka? Ano
gusto mo?
♥ barista.
15. What if naging kayo ng stuffed toy?
♥ wa.. e puro stuffed ANIMALS to e. WEIRD.
16. What if your grades dropped down?
♥ ohcrapp. say goodbye to everything.
17. What if your car got stolen tapos
si PGMA pala nagnakaw?
♥ ahaha. ISSUE TO.
18. What if humanap ng iba yung
crush/mahal mo?
♥ been there. done that.
19. What if magdate kayo bukas ng
crush/mahal mo, saan?
♥ anywhere would do. ;;)
20. What if nagpahula ka tapos sabi ng
manghuhula magiging successful ka daw
kung may papatayin ka?
♥ i'll kill myself. LEWL.
21. What if you hugged your enemy tapos
nastuck kayo, magkadikit for a week?
♥ hmm. waaa.. x[
22. What if you were to pick either
Close friend or Soulmate with a
sickness na makakasama sa habang buhay?
♥ soulmate? ahewan.
23. What if lumubog ang Pilipinas?
♥ ayyy. :(
24. What if you still live with your
parents 'til you're forty?
♥ ahaha. life rules.
25. What if may stranger na nagsabi
sayong "hey sexy."?
♥ i'll get freaked out.
title: Johnny Depp *faints*
date:
okkaay. so i was watching mtv awhile ago. and there he was. JOHNNY DEPP. [he won an award btw]. my jaws dropped [foreal]. he looked soooo hawt. he shaved. xD ehehe. he looks better w/o the beard [tama b?]. i had been crushing on J.D my whole life. but. never did my jaw dropped like that. he looked somehow liked this..
PLEASE PEOPLE. DROOL ACCORDINGLY.
title: my current fetish
date: Sunday, June 22, 2008
i just can't stop myself from being obsessed with this one. okaay. what's the commotion about? it's simply MILO. the famous chocolate powdered drink here in the Philippines. what's fetish-y about this? i have my own special way of enjoying milo. here's my RECIPE.
3 heaping spoonful of milo
5-6 drops of water.
Mix thoroughly until... it is turned to melted chocolate-like substance.
yeeaa. very easy and affordable. LOCAL CHOCOLATE. ahaha.
funny thing. my mom often wonders why kung bakit mabilis maubos ang milo namin. xDD
title: chie.
date: Saturday, June 21, 2008
how do you read "chie"??
you read it as CHI ayt? kasi. one day. i im-ed a radio station about them playing beat it. so they asked for my name. and i replyed. "chie". after the song was played. they were giving out comments such as. girls really love beat it. blah.blah.blah. then. i heard my name alongside with others who were overwhelmed to hear beat it.
thought it was a good thing ehh?? not really. they pronounced it. as. "chi-ye".
mygulay. where on earth did that came from?!
is chie really pronounced as effin "chi'ye". ahaha. i jaws dropped after i've heard that. craap. who has "chi-ye" as their nickname. eek.
HEY THERE DJS. IT'S CHI.[cheee.chiii] not. CHI-YE.
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date:
ooohh yea. i just finished the layout change. and yes. i'm UBEEER satisfied.
judge it. criticize it. I DON'T CARE. i love it e. ahahaha.
title:
date:
imma gonna change my blog layout. xDDD ahaha. sheesh.
so. BLOG'S STATUS:
UNDER CONSTRUCTION
title: nail biting. XPPP
date: Wednesday, June 18, 2008
close friends. family members and keen observers know that i have this habit of biting nails. i started this habit before i could even remember things. it was like i was born with my nails between my teeth [over much?!] i was so curious what was the main reason of such habit..so i took 5 mins of my time [ahaha] and researched. here are the result.
[note: i summarized it. so it wouldn't be that boring to read. ^^ and the orange statements are my side comments.]
One of the most common reasons is stress. If you think about it, this makes a lot of sense. [i admit i bite my nails when i'm stressed (namely during graded recitations and class performance etc.) but still. i bite it even when i'm not] Believe it or not, the second most common reason for biting your nails is boredom. You have nothing else to do, so your fingers head for your mouth. [PROVEN!! everytime i watch the tv. my hands would automatically head for my mouth without me even noticing]
Another reason could be simply that you are suffering from a mineral imbalance. There is even a name for this condition. It is referred to as Pica and is sometimes connected to nail biting. If you aren't taking a multi-vitamin, this might be a very good reason to start. [i take vitamins everyday so.. i think not this one]
This might sound a little strange, but I know from experience that former nail biters often revert back to old practices when their nails get too long. Instead of reaching for a pair of clippers to bring the nails back to a manageable length, they bite them off. [ahaha. sheesh. are these people psychic??]
Excessive nail biting has also been traced to dieting. If it is hours until your next meal, I can understand how this could come into play. It makes sense to change your method of dieting. As a newly diagnosed diabetic, I now eat six times a day and my nails have never looked better. [huh?]
stuffs like insecurity & pagkukulang sa pag-breastfeed are reasons i have heard from others. due to this "research" XDDD i was able to obtain 3 reasons while i bite my nails.. i know. THERE'S MORE. ahaha.
FOR FELLOW NAIL BITERS LIKE ME.
IF YOU ARE AS DETERMINED AS ME TO PUT AN END TO SUCH HABIT. CHECK OUT THIS SITE. AND FOLLOW THEIR SUGGESTIONS.
http://beauty.about.com/od/nailbiting/qt/stillbiting.htm
title: friday d' 13th
date: Saturday, June 14, 2008
friday d' 13th isn't that bad at all. in fact. eto pa nga ang pinakamaayos na araw sa week ko e. :D
kasi. nagkaaus kami ni ano. dami kasing malabo e. && plus. lagi kaming nagiiwasan.
i did a very clever thing. [di ko babanggitin baka mabisto e] that made us talk. :))
at first. i wasn't expecting him/her to reply [ym] pero. about 5 minutes later. an im window popped up.
it was him/her. then.we had a super long conversation. that lasted from 1010-1120pm. [curfew e. hmf]
marami pala ang pwedeng pagusapan within an hour++?? marami ang naaus. wrong conceptions.my green eyed
monster. disappointments.. and ETCETERA.
bumalik na ulit kami sa normal. a SPECIAL
type of being normal. =)) ahaha.
type of being normal. =)) ahaha. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i slept with a smile knowing that we
will be alright on monday and sa mga susunod pa na araw..
p.s
mga beshies ko. gusto nio malaman ang buong story? ahaha... sa monday na! BLEEEH.
title: vector fART. err. art.
date: Tuesday, June 3, 2008
this is like my very first. err. vector? tama ba? vector done in photoshop.. well. halatang baguhan lang ako.. pero. i can't believe i made it. ahahaha. pinagtripan ko si papa since siya lang yung may picture na hindi complicated, kasi if i used mine.. may braces pa. eh duh-uh.. nakakatamad.ang daming squares.. si mama naman. weird ang mga solo shots niya. haha.. whew.
ang daming process. ang daming clicks. ang daming layers. the nightmare.
title:
date: Monday, June 2, 2008
classes is 8 sleeps away, and i can't stop thinking what lies ahead. sections,teachers,subjects and some unfinished business 0_o. As i have heard from students [with levels higher than 3rd year OF COURSE] && some parents,the third year of high school is what they consider the hardest & fourth year is the opposite. TALK ABOUT FIRST IMPRESSIONS. X[
expectations arouse as i think of the upcoming days, weeks, months. i'll be having some firsts this year. namely. some first encountered subjects [namely chemistry, trigonometry & geometry], first encountered teachers, and of course. my first ever prom. but that very thing i'm excited about [prom] is like about 9 months-- away. crap.
back again to early wake ups, cold baths & UNWANTED heavy breakfasts. if they only moved school time to where we wouldn't have to wake up before the rooster does.
i would miss summer. good bye. till next time.