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LOVE is a battlefield
title: disappointments.
date: Monday, August 4, 2008

they all attacked me.
UNSEEN. unheard.
and I was just here.sitting. in front of my pc screen.
when. all of a sudden. i felt the need to cry. and I was TRYING HARD restraining it.
i felt the need to hurt myself. and i realized it wasn't worth it.

what happened you may ask?
i disappointed someone. they disappointed me. i was badly hurt. and i was guilty to hurt someone.
IT WOULD BE ACTUALLY BETTER.
if it only concerns me, but the mere fact that i actually DISAPPOINTED somebody. it sucks the life out of me.
i may sound. TOOOOO selfless. but believe me. i have been disappointed too many times. and something like this. won't really matter at all compared to the other one.
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i still love him. yes i do. though little by little. i'm TRYING to replace the love with anger. i know it might be the WORST way cover up. but that's the only way i know.

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